Back to Being Mellow
May 19, 2007
These past couple of days, I felt ecstatic…ok, ok, maybe not that strong of a word, but I was certainly happy. Happy cuz I finally finished the training program, happy cuz I got my vacation leave, and happy cuz I finally got some down time for 2 weeks. I feel calmer and lighter, no burden.
But then, slowly, as I started plowing through my take home office works, CFA books, and emails, reality started to seep in. I still worry about my work, I’m still confident that I can not possibly pass the CFA, and I realize that I’m still missing San Diego.
And Anthony said that San Diego misses me, so there! And now, I’m back to being mellow…and bitter…and worrisome…
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